How Friends Influence Each Other.

Friends in everybody's life. They just play such a big role.
They don't only help mold one's attitude, adventure and providing support for another friend.
However, I think that every single friend you have, they would eventually form a bond with you. This bond is not a normal bond as this bond shows us that one's feeling, mood, attitude would affect another by their closeness.

Humans are never meant to be creatures that live alone. We are always living together as a body. To live and unite all of us. That is why friends matter a lot. Even a person that fails very badly in exams. Trust me, with the right friends and environment provided for the person. That particular person will eventually start to improve and then he will definitely start to show the world that how dumb people can study as well. It's all influenced by friends. On the other hand, when there's a person with very good result would fail terribly if he hangs out with a group of bad people. That is just life. That is why one should always try to mix with the best group that you can find. Funny thing about friends is that they're like a chain. When you start influencing one, they will start to influence others and eventually the WORLD would be influenced.

However, there's always a catch about friends. I mean if we want to be influenced more by good type of friends, I guess it's not easy cause friends are still humans and they will eventually have some bad sides as well. Humans are fair, born to have good and bad sides as we are born on Earth, a place that is stuck between heaven and hell, which would be filled with good and bad. We must also know that a friend that used to be very good might be bad in the end as well. People change, and sometimes as we cling to them, they might need support too. If we are there only to cling onto them but not giving them support at all, they would eventually fall and might turn into a bad person as well. THAT is what it means to be a friend. To be supporting each other at each other's time of need.

BUT!!!

What if they wanted to be more than friends? I mean it's not wrong and it's really okay I guess since humans ARE suppose to find a spouse in their life. However, remember that every single action you do, it'll affect everyone around you. Your parents and your friends. Trust me, they'll be affected cause time would be filtered majority for that special person. It's a normal reaction really but I guess most people don't realise how much they affect each other. Friends that are always supporting you. The most important pillar in your life, imagine what if the pillar moved and shifted away further and further from you just because they wanted to spend more time with their spouse. The building will eventually fall and we would too. So do remember that every single thing you do affects your friends! Make sure if they're okay with it before you make any funny moves. Just like what if you suddenly dated your best friend's ENEMY! I mean it'll be terrible cause definitely it'll affect the closeness of you two as your best friend would like to always see you and talk to you but when they notice your date there, they'll definitely go away and all. Just like if you dated your best friend's CRUSH! It'll be troublesome and all alright.

Freedom or Boredom?

Guess what. Holidays are here again. Just like every year, after a final exam and a few days of school, we're given our holidays for like 1 and a half month? We're always given this time to relax and go crazy with games and all. I don't know but in previous years, I only spent a few hundreds hours in games and so on. But I think this year, I'm going to make it different. Life's changing so much. I don't want to just Maple and help people in there. I don't want to Audi and end up helping people as well. Instead, I wanna aim for something to achieve in life. I need a rounder and healthier life. To sleep early and wake early. To. Gain. Some. Guns.

I guess the main's reason is cause other classmates. They get to know so much more anime and games than me. Yet they score incredibly well. I can do nothing as good as them in this state. I need to improve. Improve. Sides, I believe I can be better than them. Who knows. I may be the one to shine suddenly from nowhere. That's life, always expect the unexpected =D

Sides, gonna construct my blog some more. Gonna make it so much more.... Tidy and all?
This blog is too messy, it's like a mixed feeling of stuffs =P
It's odd x)
I shall fix it during the holidays too~ My life in the internet is too important =x

Studies.

Woots. It's the end of trials already. During the trials, I noticed something. When you have extra time during the new system's STPM, you must have no idea what to write at all, which means you wouldn't score well. Thanks to my class, I finally understood that if you want to score well, it's impossible to stop writing. Even without thinking, you might not have enough time to complete it.

When I was sitting for my exams, I really noticed how time really flies. Few years back I was only form 1, totally new to this school. Now, all of the teachers know me, through clubs, class, or even the things I've done. I'm kind of proud that MOST of the teachers remember me for my good stuffs =P

However, when it comes to studies. I always remembered how I never study and yet I always score an A for Science and Maths. They were my favourite. I remember I just have to pay attention in class and I always score really well. It's like natural talent. The more I grow, the harder the subjects get and somehow, even with my passion of science, I started to suck at it. Slowly one by one. I first gave the reason cause the teacher taught us in Malay but that wasn't it. I just don't understand it and I was too lazy to really read it. I was an ass.

Look at me now, studying for STPM aka A levels for other countries. I guess it's kinda crazy to say that I'm actually still in the first class despite of my noob studies. I'm kind of crazy to actually throw myself into the first class though I know I'm so gonna die for it. I mean like I was never the studious type and teachers are starting to slack off. Even if you're a genius, you'll never score well without studying or doing homework. Like seriously. Cause 'chers now are like asking you to read yourself more than them teaching. It's really crazy. Doing something I was never good in. Reading. I was always good in subjects cause I paid attention in class. It's the way I learn.

Since the trials had just passed, I always told myself and reminded myself. The battle had ended, but the war had just started. One month. One month. Four weeks. It's really all that I have. If I would mess this up, there goes my studies, scholarship and live. I mean I can really be who I am and just ignore the world. But I have a reputation to live up to. Cause of the club I joined, Interact. The uniform body I joined, Boys' Brigade. The uniform I'm wearing, light blue and white, which means I'm a librarian. But lastly, it's because of how I look and how I carry myself. I don't tend to score the crazy 4.0 CGPA, which means like straight As. Who are only like 4 students every year. However, I do hope I shall be one of the top students that would score at least 3.5 and above. Seriously, everybody that like knows me or sees me. Somehow they got the feeling I'm this banana-iish guy who like does very very well in their studies, or think of me as some geek or something. Unfortunately, I'm nothing close. I guess people just can't judge a book by it's cover. It's nothing close to their real personality at heart. I guess that's all I have for now. But YEA! ONE MORE MONTH!

Friends

Friends. This word just seem so pathetic some times now don't they? Friends can mean so much things. On the other hand, it can actually mean nothing.
Friends are ranged out from stupid assholes to super close and awesome buddies to humans.
Alright. Let me ask this. What are friends to you guys?
I bet most of you would say they're just people we know and hang out with for fun and so on. That some times you help each other. That's kind of all.
Want to know what does friends mean to me?
Friends mean everything to me. They are just like the air to me. No matter how rotten or bad the air smell some times. I've to choke it down. I couldn't just abandon it just like we need air. To be precise, oxygen. When we inhale, sometimes we don't intend to inhale the other gasses, but we're forced to. Just like friends to me. I don't really wish to have and know so many friends. Not that I'm showing off but a lot of juniors would know me. A lot of outsiders would also know me. However, none of them really knows me and accepts me for who I am. I'm just this pathetic and boring guy. Yet nobody really accepts me.
It's really sad to be me.

Last time, when I was 12, I told myself :" Friends matter more than my family. They provided me much more love than my family could." How dumb and naive I am. They do but I forgotten. Not all of them would do so. Yet I'm such a pathetic dumb ass to be hoping such things. Me helping others all the time is a normal thing and seriously everything is like I'm always giving part of myself for people yet nobody's actually giving back to me at all. I don't really ask for something back but what the fuck is with the attitudes? Even last time you guys weren't like this. The more I know you, the worse all of you guys get. The fuck is wrong with all of you? I'm just a nice guy which is nice to bully. This I get but aren't you guys the freaking fucktards to be protecting me all the time last time? Just because of some girls now, all of you are acting like faggots freaking bullying and torturing me.

Friends in the net. They were the best friends I ever had. They all understood me. They were all kind and nice to me so unlike my real life friends. They might be weird or whatsoever in real life. I don't care. At least they accept me for who I am. I feel just like a shadow from Persona 4. Asking people:" Why won't you accept me?" But instead of asking the real self, I'm asking all of my friends. How pathetic I am. There is also this net friend who I thought would be cool if he suddenly transferred to my school. I met him from MapleSEA originally. At first, I sacrificed sitting with my best friend just to sit with him. This is when everything falls apart.

The part when I started sacrificing myself for him. Sitting with him, trying to teach him and so on. Now I'm the one being left out. Trying to ask them for help and they give me reasons. At least now I know I should really rely on myself now. There is nobody out there that I could actually rely on. Everybody is just like showing a mask. Playing around in life. Playing people's feeling, happiness, time and mind. I lost everything.
I really wanna say that form 6.... Form 6 was really the shittiest idea I have chosen after all of them came. I know I would have no friends except for the few. But even the few changed and became assholes to me. Nothing seems good to me anymore. Life in school is just like a life to be screwed. Therefore, I shall conclude here that I shall not treat them with anymore kindness. Being cool and quiet like how most people USED to know me. This is part of me that was very sad when I was with my friends.
See ya happy me, welcome non-smiling me. Hopefully you can handle studies and responsibilities much better than the happy me.

Part of me.

There is a part of me that really loves to help people. I would always offer my help to others although they wouldn't ask for it. These things are just simple little acts. Just like all the camps in the forest which I would help physically like helping people cross the forest. (I'm kinda fast in jungle tracking when it comes to a big group, I always help those that are weaker by running front and back to help ALL of them =P) Even in school, I tried my best to maintain the school's cleanliness. Everything I helped. I cleaned the school's field. All the things I do. I never asked for a reward. To me, that is the true act of kindness. What is the point if you help people and you just wanted to get merit points right? Pft. Pathetic people. Helping for the sake of good things coming back to you. Saddest part of the story is when NONE of the good things you do are caught in pictures =(

Except for bad things =(

The other part of me who loves to help is also by changing people~

By changing people, I guess you don't really get anything. Practically nothing at all. But it only gives you the satisfaction. Satisfaction of helping a friend. Letting your friend become a super different person. Turning them into a completely nice person. Just like some of my friends. From an emo to a super happy person. From a super bad condition and situation, I guided them and helped them in every way to TRY to change them to a better and happier person. =) Letting their cries and frowns turn into a smile or a laugh! What I wanted was always to help people. Either by listening, suggesting or even advising. It's all a very good way to really help people. My life. I had never been good in anything.(Look at the blog, It's a mess!) Practically, even if I'm good in something, people don't notice it. Only some of my friends which I really DID help would notice it. Sides, I wouldn't ask anything back from them at all. They shouldn't even thank me at all. Just like:

All of them should know. That is just a duty as a real friend =]
You should actually thank God or destiny that you had just met me when I'm willing to help.
My job or task is far from done as I might not be able to help everyone.
In order to help people, he/she must first want to be helped. Without that, nothing can be changed.
I will always try my best to help all those that needs help. Unfortunately I don't see all the people that needs help all the time. Sometimes I don't know how to interact with the person as well so I didn't get to help. BUT I really hoped that I could help every single one of them. As a friend. As a human being on Earth. There is nothing wrong about helping one's own keen right?I just beg and hope and pray that everybody will be alright. Wishing that this world will someday turn into a life that could be even better than Heaven.

Unappreciated

Life as a human is so hard some times. Especially when one has worked towards it real much.
Everything that I joined. Every single club or society or even boards. I promised them to give them my 110% of effort. Studies are another thing as I did not really asked myself to be in.
Things that I've joined so far:

• Boys' Brigade (BB)
• Interact Club
• Volleyball
• Board of Students Librarians (BOSL)
  

All 4 of these cca aka co-curriculum activities, I can definitely say that I've put my best in all of them.
I remember during the interview of the librarian board. They asked me: "What if BB meeting and BOSL clashes? Which meeting would you attend?" I answered immediatly saying that I would sort them out and would try my best to attend both if possible. If it MUST clash. Then I shall look into the piority. Then get the information of the other meeting next time.
That promise I made. I had definitely took it in my heart and fulfil it.
This Saturday, 8/9/2012, Cheng Liang, my best friend had been promoted to be a Sergeant!
Meaning he has the highest ranking of a boy! How crazy is that!
He also taught us a verse he remembers that is about Oath, Promises.
I do believe I've tried my best to fulfil my promise. Even those that I promised UNINTENTIONALLY.
However, isn't life unfair? I put in my best for all of it. Even the Interact Club, I attended all meetings, tried my best to raise funds, washing cars and so on~
Same goes to volleyball.


HOWEVER! Life is as sad as ever to me. In BB, I'm only a Private. The lowest rank among the boys. Of course everybody would like to be promoted. The reason I wanted to be promoted isn't because I want the power. I just wanted to RIGHTS. I just needed the rights to tell the young NCOs what should have been done and so on. Not doing it in their ways. I wanted to help out in so many ways I could if I am ever an NCO.
*FYI, NCO is a category for people with ranks. Example Lance Corporal,Corporal or even Sergeant.
I've told myself how I wanted to teach the boys how to do push ups properly. I thought of a way but never had a chance to carry it out cause I'm just a private.

In the Interact Club, I only got to be a Vice President because I told the ex-President that I might not be as active cause I wanted to concentrate on my studies. Guess what, shit happened. The president was Kelvin Chee for my year. Not that he's a bad person and so on. I thought it might be good since he could control them all to work with us. However, he just slacked off and left all the work with me. I'm like a pathetic ass cleaning up all the mess he left for me. Worst thing is when I want to carry out some activity. I have to get his permission and every time I suggest something. He wouldn't agree with me.

For volleyball, I know I suck in sports. I tried my best to attend all meeting. Trying to learn and play like the others do. Play like a pro. I guess I was just too delayed. So yea~ I just suck in it. However, I feel so unfair that some people don't attend meeting at all and don't even know if he's a member of the volleyball club, gets to join the school team and play for the school! It just. Made me so mad and sad.

Lastly, for BOSL. I've definitely put in my hardwork in this. I thought they had saw my potential in work last time. When I passed my probationary, I was awarded the best probate and also I got a post of Committee Leader of Additional Head of Organizing Committee (ADHOC). As time passes, I was only given stupid task like cleaning the air conditioners and fans. Somehow, they disbanded the committee and made a new committee. The Disciplinary and Fines Committee (DFC). He gave the Committee Leader post to a younger boy and told me he wanted to train them up. So I gave it like a gentleman and at least he gave me a Duty Leader role. Unfortunately, as time passes, I'm only now a member. Among the ex MBS students that came back to form 6, I'm the only one. Getting no post at all. I wanted bad for the Vice Chairman post as well. Choon Yung getting it, I was super happy for him.

 But all of the clubs and boards I joined for form 6. I didn't even try to get any post. I was just. Talking like a freaking useless person because I know others wanted the post badly. I would just say my name and class. I didn't even elaborate ANYTHING! And it's all because my friends wanted a post. I just started giving up every thing. These clubs and society. They don't just mean like a normal thing to me. It means EVERYTHING to me. I was never good in studies. CCA was the only thing I can do right. But now... It's been taken away from me too. It's just so lifeless actually going to school now. I've no goals anymore. The only thing I can do right. It's gone. I just feel so.... lost. Everytime I think about it. I just feel like crying again and again. But no tears will come. Everything I've done. It's all.... unappreciated. All these works.

Sometimes being bad is hard.

When one has actually get used to treating everybody nice and kind. It's actually hard to change that fact and be cruel and evil or even inconsiderate towards people around you.
Just like one of my friend once said. "Being a bad boy doesn't suit you la"

                                                      

So being a bad boy doesn't suit me huh?
Okay la maybe the bad boy doesn't mean anything like the picture but still!
Then what should I be? Being a kind person all the time only leads yourself towards much more sadness.
People around us. There's just too many pathetic beings.
 "People take things for granted so you must know when to draw the line."
That is what some would say. But sometimes, after you draw the line.
When you actually only be kind only to your friends. They don't tend to understand you at times.
I was just so worried about this person. Then he went and prank me. Some more Petaling Street is definitely not a safe place.
That is why I was running around. Looking for her.
End up, this guy sent her straight to Petaling Street while pranking me.
I was like running like a mad dog for the sake of a friend's safety and somehow he did not understand that I was worried if anything would've happened to her.

Guess what did I do. I planned to ignore him and freaking not talk to him and so on.
But guess what.... I can't. I just simply can't. Somehow, even when I thought about revenge.
I'm somehow stopped by an unknown force. Sides, being a bad boy really isn't my thing.
I always get bad karma whenever I try to do something bad. Like how my head got 9 STITCHES!
Whatever~

HOWEVER! It was kinda fun. Today in school, somehow everybody kinda like knows what happened and so on.
I was really.... Happy. When some seniors and juniors actually asked if I'm okay.
They were like "Why la? who treat you so bad?"
I was really surprised that how many people actually saw and knew about it.
I always thought I was a loner or a forever alone guy.
I guess cause I always thought nobody notices me and since people DO say "girls only like bad boys"
So yea. FOREVER ALONE =(

Suddenly felt so touched that people do notice. Some of them liked it showing that they saw it. Some of them left it as like seems to be bad in an angry status. Some of them commented to cheer me up. Thanks everybody. Was really happy knowing that there are always people there for me =]

Everything is a Part of Me.

When we're heading towards the mamak store after club meeting, I disappeared for a while and joined them a few minutes later.
Then Beh just asked me "Where did you go a, Wey Luek?"
I didn't know what to answer. I just didn't know how to explain.
I guess I've to totally agree with Joanne when she said "Wey Luek is always like that one la~ always disappearing and always appearing from nowhere. Just like in class, suddenly happy and suddenly emo."
I was like...

I've no idea how to answer it. It was suddenly so true.
I just can't stop myself from thinking that why am I always doing such things? Committed to so many things. Yet unable to give ANYTHING my full commitment.

I feel so pathetic wanting everything. Trying to know everyone. Trying to be close with everyone but NOT like best friends and so on. It's just not me to be super close to anyone. Even Cheng Liang.
That time, I disappeared cause I saw Madame Teh who brough FOOD every thursday to "attract" people to come and listen to the word of God. However, I was never a christian due to my interest but she had always brought food for me and my friends since 2009! She's a really nice person and guess she's another one that loves to have a listener =]

So yea. Part of my life is just boring as I'm always being a listener. To Matthew, I just get friend-zoned LOL! ( At least I don't get DOG-ZONED! =x )

Anyways, I'm always disappearing once in a while due to my friends from all over the world and also my clubs and society! Being part of them is my life. I just seem so incomplete without any one of em.
I just love being a listener to so many of my friends. Guess cause it's the only way I feel USEFUL instead of being myself which is practically doing nothing beneficial to the world. I wanted to change the world a lot. I just wanted to do something for everyone and I guess this is how I do it in my age.

Hopefully now people like Beh understands now why I'm always disappearing and so on.
Moreover, whenever I "accidently" slept in the class. I was always thinking further in the future where I could do something important in which way and so on. That is why sometimes I'm so pissed when Matthew was waking me although he was doing it for a friend =( SORRY MATT! LOL




***GETTING OUT OF THE TOPIC***

Today, I just did a terrible mistake. As I was trying to tease Joanne by holding the tray of forks and spoons, the 1st time and 2nd time she didn't get the tray, but the third time, Joanne pulled the tray by force and TATA! Kar Jun's pants is soaked in Milo as Joanne accidentally hit the cup of Milo when she fulled the tray by FORCE! Worst thing is that Kar Jun was super innocent and he's just covered in Milo ._. Matthew isn't helping too by reminding Yi Jun's incident where I accidently SPIT water on him when he was just a NEW student! OWH MAI GOSH LA! super sad when I suddenly recalled it. I'm sorry but I didn't mean it >_<Hope you guys would forgive me =\

A lil update.

After seeing Joanne's and Kah Lim aka Zhi Liang's post about their 100 truths, I have decided to post it too. Unlike someone who promised to do so but didn't, I plan to do it today as I was a lil bored. Don't worry Beh. I'm not gonna tell people its you =]

LAST:

1. Last beverage: 

Water? H2O?
2. Last phone call: 

Cheng Liang ytd cause of the class profile ._.

3. Last text message: 

Same as the answer above.

4. What do I write here?

Hmm.. I love pandas! =P

5. Last time you cried: 

This year. Due to Wai Hoong. *flashbacks*

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Got back with someone you've broken up with: 

I'm single for the past 18 years *forever alone*

7. Been cheated on:

No chance to get cheated LOL!

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: 

Impossible ._.

9. Lost someone special:

Hmm.. Could say lost them a few times. However, I usually try hard to get them back.

10. Been depressed:

Yea. Long long time ago? =O

11. Been drunk and threw up:

NAH! I'm too strong to throw up~

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Purple

13. Blue

14. Black and White (PANDA!)

THIS YEAR, HAVE YOU: (2012)

15. Made a new friend:

Tonnes of em! It's what I do man~

16. Fallen out of love: 

Hmm? Don't get it.

17. Laughed until you cried:

I guess never. I always laugh out loud and that's kinda my limit. 

18. Met someone who changed you: 

Yeap. Back in 2007 I guess. But not this year =O

19. Found out who your true friends were:

Tsk. I always have em. They're always in my heart =] 

20. Found out someone was talking about you: 

Guess so. My seniors are talking about how kiddy I look like and how I look like a cookie monster =\

21. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend's list:

My lips are virgins.

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real  life:

>90% I guess =O

23. How many scars you have collected: 

This year, only stretch marks after coming back from Australia =(

24. Do you have any pets? 

Fish. But I never play with them.

25. Do you want to change your name? 

Nah~ Ain't creative enough. Sides, my name has a good identity (Y)

26. What did you do for your last birthday?

The normal stuffs. Never celebrated outside before.

27. What is the most horrible thing that happened when in urgent time:

Went blur. Like the time my family got robbed. I was blur and didn't know what was happening. If only I was more alert, I would've attacked em =\

28. What were you doing at midnight last night?

Doing some Maths T and Chem homework. Not to mention I mapled =P

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:

Nothing. I'm enjoying every single second.

30. Last time you saw your Mother: 

She's beside me LOL!

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?:

My freedom I guess.

32. What are you listening to right now?: 

Carly Rae Jepsen - Call Me Maybe =x

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?

Kar Jun I guess. My cousin's bf is also Tom. He's gigantic!

34. Who is getting on your nerves now? 

Nobody at the moment. I'm just to cool to hate anyone I guess.

35. Most visited webpage: 

Facebook, Twitter, Blogger.

36. What's your real name?

Kong Wey Luek

37. Nicknames? 

LUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUEK! strangegame(nearly every game), PASSIONATEx3(audition)

38. Relationship Status: 

SINGLE~ *forever alone*

39. Zodiac sign:

Aquarius~

40. Male or female?
Is this a question? Seriously?

41. Elementary School? Primary School?

SRJK (C) Jalan Davidson

42. Secondary School? 

Methodist Boys Secondary School Kuala Lumpur.

43. High school/college? 

The same as the above.

44. Hair color? 

Rebecca BLAAAAAAAAAAAACK!

45. Tall or short: 

I'm a shortie =(

46. Height: 

Claims to be 165cm. Wishes to be at least 175cm which is impossible.

47. Do you have a crush on someone? 

Don't I always have em? Just never trusted my heart.

48. What do you like about yourself?

Nothing. Just the heart that "WANTS TO HELP" I guess.

49. Piercings:

No way~

50: Tattoos:

Nah-uh~ 

FIRST:

51. First Kiss:

FOREVER ALONE *learning from Kah Lim =P* 

52. First surgery:

Nope.

53. First piercing: 

Nope.

54. First best friend:

Guess I don't remember these sad things. My best friends never lasted. So yea. Don't even have one now. 

55. First sport you joined: 

Basketball.

56. First vacation:

In Taiwan! =D 

57. First pair of trainers?

I don't think I remember these stuffs. 

RIGHT NOW:

58. Eating: 

Air? 

59. Drinking: 

Own saliva (Y)

60. I'm about to: 

Download maple's new patch.

61. Listening to: 

Simple Plan-Untitled. BUT YouTube's having some pathetic advertisement about Olympics ._.

62. Waiting for: 

DEATH!

63. I'm feeling: 

Boring?

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids?: 

Sure IF I ever get married.

65. Get married? or not? 

Who knows?

66. Career: 

No idea. I just love helping people.

YOUR DREAM GUY/GIRL:

67. Lips or eyes: 

Both?

68. Hugs or kisses:

Both? 

69. Shorter or taller: 

Shorter than me. But hopefully she's tall too. Hmm... complicated xP

70. Older or Younger: 

Preferably younger x) but anything's alright.

71. Romantic or spontaneous: 

Anything? =O

72. Nice stomach or nice arms:

What the heaven one does with stomach? @_@ 

73. Sensitive or loud: 

Anything?

74. Hook-up or relationship?

Relationship? ._. 

THESE THINGS REALLY CINCAI LA~ I'm a simple kinda guy =P

HAVE YOU:

75. Kissed a stranger:

Nah~ 

76. Drank hard Liquor:

Yeap~ In Aussie~ Till I blackout ._. 

77. Lost glasses/contacts: 

Not for glasses but yes for contacts. It was on Family Day -.- SORRY DIONG! =(

78. Sex on first date: 

Kinda impossible for Asians? I don't blame them for questioning the Albino Negro.

79. Broken someone's heart: 

I don't think so. Hopefully not? @_@

80. Been arrested: 

NAH! I'm a goodie two shoe =\

81. Turned someone down:
Yeap.

82. Cried when someone died:

Yea. Farewell Wai Hoong =( 

83. Fallen for a friend: 
If she's not a friend, how do u even know her? LOL

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: 

SURE! 

85. Love at first sight:

Of course! 

86. Heaven:

Yeap!

87. Santa Claus:

A lil =P 

88. Kiss on the first date?

Why does this need believing? @_@ 

89. Angels: 

Yea.

90. God:

Most of em. 

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

91. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time?: 

RL definately NO.

92. Did you sing today: 

As usual. LOL.

93. Did something illegal?

Erm. Like in school I guess. RAWR~ 

94. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? 

NEVER! I don't need it LOL!

95. The moment you would choose to relive? 

I guess I don't need it.

96. Are you afraid of falling in love? 

Nah. Fallen too many times. Got used to it. Just have to control myself.

97. When was the last time you lied? 

Today I guess.

98. Are you usually late, early or right on time?: 

Early myself. Late cause of dad. Right on time cause of laziness.

99. Would you give your life to save someone else's?: 

Definately. I promised my friends I would do so =]

100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 Truths? 

Maybe a lil... NOT! My life's boring.

After posting the 100 truths, I recalled Matthew's Racist joke.
We didn't mean to be racist but it was a good one.
It goes like this:
There was this mirror which would make part of you disappear when you lie about what you think about yourself. Which part is going to disappear it going to depend on how serious you had lie.
First, this CHINESE walked to the mirror and said " I THINK I'm rich."
Suddenly, he lost his hand.
Then, this INDIAN walked to the mirror and said " I THINK I'm muscular."
Suddenly, he lost his feet.
Lastly, this MALAY walked to the mirror. The moment he said " I THINK..." *POOF* He just disappeared (Y)

Well, that's all folks =D

Responsibilities

It's the 4th Month now since school re-opened for us, the form 6 students.

Everything's just starting to be back as usual, CCA(co-curriculum activities) such as academic and sports clubs are starting.
The funniest thing is that most of the clubs have their AGM(Annual General Meeting) on their 1st or 2nd meeting. Meaning they are choosing presidents and other executive members for the clubs without knowing them.
It doesn't matter. But what matters the most is that I'm being my old self. The old self that is super active in cca. Being busy with cca was all I ever do in my previous years. All I ever had was, going school, tuition and CCA!
every single week. there's Boys' Brigade and definately IUs during the middle of the year.
Attending every crazy event they ever had.
Was also in the volleyball club but I kinda sucked at it so yea~ I didn't get to represent the school for volleyball ._.

But still! I recieve quite some memorable stuffs! =P

The badges top and below are from Boys' Brigade.

The name tags in the middle are my Interact Name Tags.(Pathetic that I made 3) =\

The right side's my librarian badge and name tag.

Left side's my Form 6 name tag, Assistant Monitor tag and my Boys' Brigade name tag.

Guess it's all kinda rubbish though =\

I mean who really remembers these stuffs other than me.

However, BACK TO THE MAIN POINT!

I feel that I'm going to be SO involved with cca again and this time, I might abandon my friends for it. Form 6 is tough work. trying to understand, trying to do homework. Everything seems so hard. AND if everything continues this way, I bet I'll forget my friends. I feel like I'm sailing away from home.

Problem is that I know it and somehow I feel I can't do anything about it while I can.

I feel so weird about it because CCA is part of me yet I just can't seem to cope with both CCA and my friends. In CCA, somehow I feel so responsible, able to do this work and that work. But I guess that wasn't how life is supposed to be.

To think OUTSIDE the box

I must realise. The responsibilities of a student, a teenager, an eighteen year old half-grown adult.
We mustn't forget what's most important to our life. Everybody has their own way of life, their reason to live, their goal or their treasure.

To me, I have already decided my paths since I was 12. It wasn't a path I've chosen for my career. It was about my reason for my life. The reason why do I still breath and loiter in this "blue marble" - Earth.

My friend once told me that "Life is a very special journey. However, it's just a once in a lifetime journey." Therefore, before you try everything, try thinking about what side effects does it bring to you. Thanks CL.

Back to the point, I had always chosen that the people that I treasure the most comes first. To me, my friends comes first. Reason's simple, my friends tend to be closer to me than my family. Hmm.. simple enough? =P

The Old Times

When I was suddenly looking back at the pictures I used to have last time. I suddenly realised how fun it was last time to actually go for camps and have fun and meeting people and also talk to them.

While now, it's only all about studies. The only friends I mix with are the people in school.
They ARE awesome people. However, there's still something weird about it.
It's like its still not myself for just hanging around in school.
I guess its cuz I'm more of mixing with others even OUTSIDE of school =P

And yea~ so these are the pictures of my past!

The Boys' Briagde! =D

Jia Xin!

I know, you're so gonna say she's so pretty while I look so ugly -.-

When I posted this picture, I just can't stop remembering how Choon Yung always say I take picture with girls all the time during IUs but never take with him =P
Its cuz he saw pictures like:

Sabrina in MBS IU 2011!

Sabrina in SAB IU 2011

Sabrina in SBS IU 2011

HAHAHAHAHA! Choon Yung say I always take pictures with Sabrina ever since SBS IU but its NOT true! She was the one asking kay? =P
And CY keep teasing Phi Lip about it =x
BUT I GOT TAKE WITH OTHER PEOPLE TOO OKAY?!

Wei Jean in SBS IU 2011

HAHAHAHA! Choon Yung was so jealous that he keep say I take pictures with GIRLS only LOL!

BUT CY! I TOOK WITH U BEFORE AND PUT THIS AS PROFILE PICTURE OKAY?!

AND SEE THIS? I took with Bryan Yoon kay? =P

Of course. I miss all our teachers as well. However, I only took pictures with two of them =(

Our AWESOME English Literature teacher =]

My favourite English language teacher =D

They're just awesome teachers that can't stop reminding me the things that they used to teach!

"It's called the Contend Page NOT Index!" by Mrs. Yap =P

BUT I can't just forget about my fellow Librarians right? =D

They're very cool people that had really brought COLOURS to my life!
Though I'm sorry to say I kind of joined the board cuz of the cool uniform but I truely enjoy the friendship that we formed during my time there. It was really awesome.

Just a few Librarians

NOT FORGETTING THE CAMP THAT WE HAVE ATTENDED!

My group aka Group Pheonix =D

I even got rewarded as the best camper there x)

It was kinda funny and epic as I remember I gave the trainers my Interact Name Card =P

LAST BUT NOT LEAST! My primary school's gathering at the school itself =x

Yea the people attended are actually very less but it's still good that a few of them attended it.
Though 6H and 6M has a lot more students but this result is still good enough for 6K! =]

The students of 6K 2006 (Y)

I guess that's all for now. I got a lot of homeworks to catch up for form 6. Kinda "EMO-ed" and got angry for the whole day today cause of the homeworks so I better get going! Thanks Joanne, Matthew, Jia Bau and other L6Kensettians for at least TRYING to cheer me up =P

Thanks for reading! =]

RAWR! Unfortunately, I'm somewhat not satisfied now.

Something's still missing. I KNOW!

This is the picture I took when we're having Subway on Monday =]

It was really fun and all with my schoolmates though I was complaining about it earlier.
But I somehow liked it a lot now.
Maybe...
Just MAYBE...
its cuz I saw this!

TA DAAAAA!!
Matthew's EPIC Face!

SORRY MATTHEW! Wanted to stop but you're just too epic x)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Definately would award you the joker of Lower 6 Kensett for being the albino negro (credits to Joanne for his name)
That is all folks!