Then Beh just asked me "Where did you go a, Wey Luek?"
I didn't know what to answer. I just didn't know how to explain.
I guess I've to totally agree with Joanne when she said "Wey Luek is always like that one la~ always disappearing and always appearing from nowhere. Just like in class, suddenly happy and suddenly emo."
I was like...
I've no idea how to answer it. It was suddenly so true.
I just can't stop myself from thinking that why am I always doing such things? Committed to so many things. Yet unable to give ANYTHING my full commitment.
I just can't stop myself from thinking that why am I always doing such things? Committed to so many things. Yet unable to give ANYTHING my full commitment.
I feel so pathetic wanting everything. Trying to know everyone. Trying to be close with everyone but NOT like best friends and so on. It's just not me to be super close to anyone. Even Cheng Liang.
That time, I disappeared cause I saw Madame Teh who brough FOOD every thursday to "attract" people to come and listen to the word of God. However, I was never a christian due to my interest but she had always brought food for me and my friends since 2009! She's a really nice person and guess she's another one that loves to have a listener =]
So yea. Part of my life is just boring as I'm always being a listener. To Matthew, I just get friend-zoned LOL! ( At least I don't get DOG-ZONED! =x )
That time, I disappeared cause I saw Madame Teh who brough FOOD every thursday to "attract" people to come and listen to the word of God. However, I was never a christian due to my interest but she had always brought food for me and my friends since 2009! She's a really nice person and guess she's another one that loves to have a listener =]
So yea. Part of my life is just boring as I'm always being a listener. To Matthew, I just get friend-zoned LOL! ( At least I don't get DOG-ZONED! =x )
Anyways, I'm always disappearing once in a while due to my friends from all over the world and also my clubs and society! Being part of them is my life. I just seem so incomplete without any one of em.
I just love being a listener to so many of my friends. Guess cause it's the only way I feel USEFUL instead of being myself which is practically doing nothing beneficial to the world. I wanted to change the world a lot. I just wanted to do something for everyone and I guess this is how I do it in my age.
I just love being a listener to so many of my friends. Guess cause it's the only way I feel USEFUL instead of being myself which is practically doing nothing beneficial to the world. I wanted to change the world a lot. I just wanted to do something for everyone and I guess this is how I do it in my age.
Hopefully now people like Beh understands now why I'm always disappearing and so on.
Moreover, whenever I "accidently" slept in the class. I was always thinking further in the future where I could do something important in which way and so on. That is why sometimes I'm so pissed when Matthew was waking me although he was doing it for a friend =( SORRY MATT! LOL
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Moreover, whenever I "accidently" slept in the class. I was always thinking further in the future where I could do something important in which way and so on. That is why sometimes I'm so pissed when Matthew was waking me although he was doing it for a friend =( SORRY MATT! LOL
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Today, I just did a terrible mistake. As I was trying to tease Joanne by holding the tray of forks and spoons, the 1st time and 2nd time she didn't get the tray, but the third time, Joanne pulled the tray by force and TATA! Kar Jun's pants is soaked in Milo as Joanne accidentally hit the cup of Milo when she fulled the tray by FORCE! Worst thing is that Kar Jun was super innocent and he's just covered in Milo ._. Matthew isn't helping too by reminding Yi Jun's incident where I accidently SPIT water on him when he was just a NEW student! OWH MAI GOSH LA! super sad when I suddenly recalled it. I'm sorry but I didn't mean it >_<Hope you guys would forgive me =\
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