Responsibilities

It's the 4th Month now since school re-opened for us, the form 6 students.

Everything's just starting to be back as usual, CCA(co-curriculum activities) such as academic and sports clubs are starting.
The funniest thing is that most of the clubs have their AGM(Annual General Meeting) on their 1st or 2nd meeting. Meaning they are choosing presidents and other executive members for the clubs without knowing them.
It doesn't matter. But what matters the most is that I'm being my old self. The old self that is super active in cca. Being busy with cca was all I ever do in my previous years. All I ever had was, going school, tuition and CCA!
every single week. there's Boys' Brigade and definately IUs during the middle of the year.
Attending every crazy event they ever had.
Was also in the volleyball club but I kinda sucked at it so yea~ I didn't get to represent the school for volleyball ._.

But still! I recieve quite some memorable stuffs! =P

The badges top and below are from Boys' Brigade.

The name tags in the middle are my Interact Name Tags.(Pathetic that I made 3) =\

The right side's my librarian badge and name tag.

Left side's my Form 6 name tag, Assistant Monitor tag and my Boys' Brigade name tag.

Guess it's all kinda rubbish though =\

I mean who really remembers these stuffs other than me.

However, BACK TO THE MAIN POINT!

I feel that I'm going to be SO involved with cca again and this time, I might abandon my friends for it. Form 6 is tough work. trying to understand, trying to do homework. Everything seems so hard. AND if everything continues this way, I bet I'll forget my friends. I feel like I'm sailing away from home.

Problem is that I know it and somehow I feel I can't do anything about it while I can.

I feel so weird about it because CCA is part of me yet I just can't seem to cope with both CCA and my friends. In CCA, somehow I feel so responsible, able to do this work and that work. But I guess that wasn't how life is supposed to be.

To think OUTSIDE the box

I must realise. The responsibilities of a student, a teenager, an eighteen year old half-grown adult.
We mustn't forget what's most important to our life. Everybody has their own way of life, their reason to live, their goal or their treasure.

To me, I have already decided my paths since I was 12. It wasn't a path I've chosen for my career. It was about my reason for my life. The reason why do I still breath and loiter in this "blue marble" - Earth.

My friend once told me that "Life is a very special journey. However, it's just a once in a lifetime journey." Therefore, before you try everything, try thinking about what side effects does it bring to you. Thanks CL.

Back to the point, I had always chosen that the people that I treasure the most comes first. To me, my friends comes first. Reason's simple, my friends tend to be closer to me than my family. Hmm.. simple enough? =P