Freedom or Boredom?

Guess what. Holidays are here again. Just like every year, after a final exam and a few days of school, we're given our holidays for like 1 and a half month? We're always given this time to relax and go crazy with games and all. I don't know but in previous years, I only spent a few hundreds hours in games and so on. But I think this year, I'm going to make it different. Life's changing so much. I don't want to just Maple and help people in there. I don't want to Audi and end up helping people as well. Instead, I wanna aim for something to achieve in life. I need a rounder and healthier life. To sleep early and wake early. To. Gain. Some. Guns.

I guess the main's reason is cause other classmates. They get to know so much more anime and games than me. Yet they score incredibly well. I can do nothing as good as them in this state. I need to improve. Improve. Sides, I believe I can be better than them. Who knows. I may be the one to shine suddenly from nowhere. That's life, always expect the unexpected =D

Sides, gonna construct my blog some more. Gonna make it so much more.... Tidy and all?
This blog is too messy, it's like a mixed feeling of stuffs =P
It's odd x)
I shall fix it during the holidays too~ My life in the internet is too important =x