Part of me.

There is a part of me that really loves to help people. I would always offer my help to others although they wouldn't ask for it. These things are just simple little acts. Just like all the camps in the forest which I would help physically like helping people cross the forest. (I'm kinda fast in jungle tracking when it comes to a big group, I always help those that are weaker by running front and back to help ALL of them =P) Even in school, I tried my best to maintain the school's cleanliness. Everything I helped. I cleaned the school's field. All the things I do. I never asked for a reward. To me, that is the true act of kindness. What is the point if you help people and you just wanted to get merit points right? Pft. Pathetic people. Helping for the sake of good things coming back to you. Saddest part of the story is when NONE of the good things you do are caught in pictures =(

Except for bad things =(

The other part of me who loves to help is also by changing people~

By changing people, I guess you don't really get anything. Practically nothing at all. But it only gives you the satisfaction. Satisfaction of helping a friend. Letting your friend become a super different person. Turning them into a completely nice person. Just like some of my friends. From an emo to a super happy person. From a super bad condition and situation, I guided them and helped them in every way to TRY to change them to a better and happier person. =) Letting their cries and frowns turn into a smile or a laugh! What I wanted was always to help people. Either by listening, suggesting or even advising. It's all a very good way to really help people. My life. I had never been good in anything.(Look at the blog, It's a mess!) Practically, even if I'm good in something, people don't notice it. Only some of my friends which I really DID help would notice it. Sides, I wouldn't ask anything back from them at all. They shouldn't even thank me at all. Just like:

All of them should know. That is just a duty as a real friend =]
You should actually thank God or destiny that you had just met me when I'm willing to help.
My job or task is far from done as I might not be able to help everyone.
In order to help people, he/she must first want to be helped. Without that, nothing can be changed.
I will always try my best to help all those that needs help. Unfortunately I don't see all the people that needs help all the time. Sometimes I don't know how to interact with the person as well so I didn't get to help. BUT I really hoped that I could help every single one of them. As a friend. As a human being on Earth. There is nothing wrong about helping one's own keen right?I just beg and hope and pray that everybody will be alright. Wishing that this world will someday turn into a life that could be even better than Heaven.