Alone?

Recently, I've been see-ing a lot of my friends saying they're some lonely person this and that and craps.
Seriously, are you sure you're lonely? Is it just because you haven't been getting much attention from some particular person maybe? =P

C'mon~ Seriously, if you're just feeling lonely cause nobody looks for you, I think you're kinda having the wrong idea. I mean. I've been changing myself so frequently to understand people's situation and I guess I kinda understand a lot. Trust me, sometimes a book cannot be judged by it's cover =\

I mean I've been this popular guy where I can really meet friends ANYTIME ANYWHERE~
But honestly, am I really... not lonely? I mean, I do say hi and bye and talk to them here and there. It's all because I barely see em. To be honest, my friends that are close to me now, we don't text, we don't call, we don't even do anything together except for school. It's just the fact that PEOPLE. Whenever you see em everyday, it's just different from see-ing them once in a while. The fact remains that people prefer things when you feed em slowly and bit by bit. To be honest, when I joined form 6, I thought it would be a heaven to me cause all of the students that came, I knew at least 80% of the WHOLE form 6. And yes. 80% of em.
But why? Why do I suddenly feel that I'm just like a nobody? It's just simple. We used to talk alot, crap alot, take pictures together and all but we dont' do it anymore just because we AIN'T that close and we're just really.... doing these stuffs cause we just barely see each other?

In form 6, I also felt that life is really becoming lonely. Not just because that these friends that came are like that. But I'm also losing the touch of meeting people, losing the touch of my friendliness to say hi to anyone and just shake their hand and know them. I'm just... changing. Getting old. But do I feel lonely? Definitely I do but I always kept something in my mind. I've always told myself ONE single thing. No matter where I go, I might not be the closest to them or anything. But I know if I'm in trouble, they'll be there to help me for sure. And when you really need help, I guess most of em would just be surprisingly super supportive to you at times. Idk bout you guys but I'm always a guy to look for when people break up. HAHAHAHAHA! I feel pathetic about this but yes. People break up, they usually just talk to me and I'll be like cheering them up and all. The funniest thing would be EVERYONE would say the guys are bad and when I say I'm nothing like that. Most of em would just say "Cause you're not a guy!" Darn -_-

But honestly, is not being lonely is by being surrounded by friends everyday? I don't think so. It's the fact that you know there's someone to rely on whenever you need help, I never really had a group on my own. I just tend to tag along to anyone that would accept me. And I run around, that's how I actually got to know so many of em and so many groups. But it's good to really know that there's so many people willing to help me here and there and honestly, at least I know, I am NOT alone =]
Cause when life gets tough, they'll be there to support me, physically or mentally or emotionally. Any way that they would support, I would appreciate it.

How important is knowledge?

Exams are ONCE again around the corner. Hmm.. I couldn't really say I'm just cool about it but I ain't really panic-ing like most of them. I mean I would love to do my best but I guess it's just okay if your best isn't enough. I'm still trying my best right? =P

Sides, how important are exams? Like seriously, I know it gives you a qualification just to further your study to ensure that you earn a living and so on~ However, don't you see that sometimes it just ain't about earning a comfortable life and just getting 5 digits or 6 digit salary. I mean yes, money can buy you plenty of things and so on. However, don't you see that education still brings you to a certain level in life. You might be a doctor and earn tonnes of cash but no matter what, businessmans are always the richest persons in life. Like seriously, money is very important but don't you see that your effort in trying to learn so bad is kinda useless if you're really aiming for money? Cause to me, learning and obtaining knowledge is just a way to let us learn how to help people in various ways like helping people health wise by being a doctor, pharmacist and so on, being an accountant to count the money in the company reducing conflicts with money in the company, being smart and filled with ideas to create new and awesome things to make life simpler for humans. Knowledge is the key to helping people.

However, if you're just aiming to be a multimillionaire, tell you what can you do. Just freaking make friends and FIGHT for all the opportunities that you want. You can even be a dropout and you don't even need knowledge. Just make as many close friends as possible and they'll be there to help. You need help in knowledge, you can always refer to a friend, you need help financially, you can always look for a friend, you need help in man power, you can always look for a friend. You see? I mean if you want to earn money, I do believe that being a businessman is the fastest way, sides, if you wanna sell your product, you can always look for your friends too! See how it goes now? If you want money so badly, just make good friends with everyone and you'll definitely be a multimillionaire~

In the end, knowledge isn't really THAT important for a human to earn cash right? The only thing is just that knowledge is the key to help people but it was never the key to money. Always remember that =]

Ways to understand someone.

People nowadays. They just tend to be very different and hard to understand. I bet most of em are curious like how others think and what's on their mind sometimes. I guess what I can say is to be honest to that person, talking to them heart to heart.

However, some would be like " I tried being honest with them but why can't I understand them?" Sometimes, to understand doesn't mean you can just understand by just being honest. The keys to it is by spending time as well. The more time you spent with that particular person would give you alot of chance to know how they think about stuffs and all.

IF you still could NOT understand that person. Then I guess you have to use the "ultimate weapon". There's also this way. The way that I've been going through and doing since I was 14 LOL! It is by going through what they go through. I mean of course not to the extend of risking your life but I guess the more you risk your life to do something AS CLOSE AS POSSIBLE to experience something very similar. Cause to understand somebody, what could be a better way than to understand them other than being in their shoes LITERALLY.

I mean you could also read about what others think and so on and also play games that makes you understand people more. I mean I've been playing quite a few that does teach me how to understand people. Examples of these games are like Katawa Shoujo I guess.

However, these games always have a disadvantage. I mean it screws up one's mind. Like sometimes it makes you emo as well and makes you think so much that why things happen this way. Well, I would really say it's dangerous because it's either you work it out and be awesome to understand why things are like that or you'll just be like things are like that. It's always like shit. That's life to you and your life might be turned from positive to negative =\

So yea, before trying anything, do make sure you're actually prepared mentally for these stuffs. It ain't easy trying to understand people. Not easy at all =\

How Friends Influence Each Other.

Friends in everybody's life. They just play such a big role.
They don't only help mold one's attitude, adventure and providing support for another friend.
However, I think that every single friend you have, they would eventually form a bond with you. This bond is not a normal bond as this bond shows us that one's feeling, mood, attitude would affect another by their closeness.

Humans are never meant to be creatures that live alone. We are always living together as a body. To live and unite all of us. That is why friends matter a lot. Even a person that fails very badly in exams. Trust me, with the right friends and environment provided for the person. That particular person will eventually start to improve and then he will definitely start to show the world that how dumb people can study as well. It's all influenced by friends. On the other hand, when there's a person with very good result would fail terribly if he hangs out with a group of bad people. That is just life. That is why one should always try to mix with the best group that you can find. Funny thing about friends is that they're like a chain. When you start influencing one, they will start to influence others and eventually the WORLD would be influenced.

However, there's always a catch about friends. I mean if we want to be influenced more by good type of friends, I guess it's not easy cause friends are still humans and they will eventually have some bad sides as well. Humans are fair, born to have good and bad sides as we are born on Earth, a place that is stuck between heaven and hell, which would be filled with good and bad. We must also know that a friend that used to be very good might be bad in the end as well. People change, and sometimes as we cling to them, they might need support too. If we are there only to cling onto them but not giving them support at all, they would eventually fall and might turn into a bad person as well. THAT is what it means to be a friend. To be supporting each other at each other's time of need.

BUT!!!

What if they wanted to be more than friends? I mean it's not wrong and it's really okay I guess since humans ARE suppose to find a spouse in their life. However, remember that every single action you do, it'll affect everyone around you. Your parents and your friends. Trust me, they'll be affected cause time would be filtered majority for that special person. It's a normal reaction really but I guess most people don't realise how much they affect each other. Friends that are always supporting you. The most important pillar in your life, imagine what if the pillar moved and shifted away further and further from you just because they wanted to spend more time with their spouse. The building will eventually fall and we would too. So do remember that every single thing you do affects your friends! Make sure if they're okay with it before you make any funny moves. Just like what if you suddenly dated your best friend's ENEMY! I mean it'll be terrible cause definitely it'll affect the closeness of you two as your best friend would like to always see you and talk to you but when they notice your date there, they'll definitely go away and all. Just like if you dated your best friend's CRUSH! It'll be troublesome and all alright.