Sometimes being bad is hard.

When one has actually get used to treating everybody nice and kind. It's actually hard to change that fact and be cruel and evil or even inconsiderate towards people around you.
Just like one of my friend once said. "Being a bad boy doesn't suit you la"

                                                      

So being a bad boy doesn't suit me huh?
Okay la maybe the bad boy doesn't mean anything like the picture but still!
Then what should I be? Being a kind person all the time only leads yourself towards much more sadness.
People around us. There's just too many pathetic beings.
 "People take things for granted so you must know when to draw the line."
That is what some would say. But sometimes, after you draw the line.
When you actually only be kind only to your friends. They don't tend to understand you at times.
I was just so worried about this person. Then he went and prank me. Some more Petaling Street is definitely not a safe place.
That is why I was running around. Looking for her.
End up, this guy sent her straight to Petaling Street while pranking me.
I was like running like a mad dog for the sake of a friend's safety and somehow he did not understand that I was worried if anything would've happened to her.

Guess what did I do. I planned to ignore him and freaking not talk to him and so on.
But guess what.... I can't. I just simply can't. Somehow, even when I thought about revenge.
I'm somehow stopped by an unknown force. Sides, being a bad boy really isn't my thing.
I always get bad karma whenever I try to do something bad. Like how my head got 9 STITCHES!
Whatever~

HOWEVER! It was kinda fun. Today in school, somehow everybody kinda like knows what happened and so on.
I was really.... Happy. When some seniors and juniors actually asked if I'm okay.
They were like "Why la? who treat you so bad?"
I was really surprised that how many people actually saw and knew about it.
I always thought I was a loner or a forever alone guy.
I guess cause I always thought nobody notices me and since people DO say "girls only like bad boys"
So yea. FOREVER ALONE =(

Suddenly felt so touched that people do notice. Some of them liked it showing that they saw it. Some of them left it as like seems to be bad in an angry status. Some of them commented to cheer me up. Thanks everybody. Was really happy knowing that there are always people there for me =]

Everything is a Part of Me.

When we're heading towards the mamak store after club meeting, I disappeared for a while and joined them a few minutes later.
Then Beh just asked me "Where did you go a, Wey Luek?"
I didn't know what to answer. I just didn't know how to explain.
I guess I've to totally agree with Joanne when she said "Wey Luek is always like that one la~ always disappearing and always appearing from nowhere. Just like in class, suddenly happy and suddenly emo."
I was like...

I've no idea how to answer it. It was suddenly so true.
I just can't stop myself from thinking that why am I always doing such things? Committed to so many things. Yet unable to give ANYTHING my full commitment.

I feel so pathetic wanting everything. Trying to know everyone. Trying to be close with everyone but NOT like best friends and so on. It's just not me to be super close to anyone. Even Cheng Liang.
That time, I disappeared cause I saw Madame Teh who brough FOOD every thursday to "attract" people to come and listen to the word of God. However, I was never a christian due to my interest but she had always brought food for me and my friends since 2009! She's a really nice person and guess she's another one that loves to have a listener =]

So yea. Part of my life is just boring as I'm always being a listener. To Matthew, I just get friend-zoned LOL! ( At least I don't get DOG-ZONED! =x )

Anyways, I'm always disappearing once in a while due to my friends from all over the world and also my clubs and society! Being part of them is my life. I just seem so incomplete without any one of em.
I just love being a listener to so many of my friends. Guess cause it's the only way I feel USEFUL instead of being myself which is practically doing nothing beneficial to the world. I wanted to change the world a lot. I just wanted to do something for everyone and I guess this is how I do it in my age.

Hopefully now people like Beh understands now why I'm always disappearing and so on.
Moreover, whenever I "accidently" slept in the class. I was always thinking further in the future where I could do something important in which way and so on. That is why sometimes I'm so pissed when Matthew was waking me although he was doing it for a friend =( SORRY MATT! LOL




***GETTING OUT OF THE TOPIC***

Today, I just did a terrible mistake. As I was trying to tease Joanne by holding the tray of forks and spoons, the 1st time and 2nd time she didn't get the tray, but the third time, Joanne pulled the tray by force and TATA! Kar Jun's pants is soaked in Milo as Joanne accidentally hit the cup of Milo when she fulled the tray by FORCE! Worst thing is that Kar Jun was super innocent and he's just covered in Milo ._. Matthew isn't helping too by reminding Yi Jun's incident where I accidently SPIT water on him when he was just a NEW student! OWH MAI GOSH LA! super sad when I suddenly recalled it. I'm sorry but I didn't mean it >_<Hope you guys would forgive me =\

A lil update.

After seeing Joanne's and Kah Lim aka Zhi Liang's post about their 100 truths, I have decided to post it too. Unlike someone who promised to do so but didn't, I plan to do it today as I was a lil bored. Don't worry Beh. I'm not gonna tell people its you =]

LAST:

1. Last beverage: 

Water? H2O?
2. Last phone call: 

Cheng Liang ytd cause of the class profile ._.

3. Last text message: 

Same as the answer above.

4. What do I write here?

Hmm.. I love pandas! =P

5. Last time you cried: 

This year. Due to Wai Hoong. *flashbacks*

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Got back with someone you've broken up with: 

I'm single for the past 18 years *forever alone*

7. Been cheated on:

No chance to get cheated LOL!

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: 

Impossible ._.

9. Lost someone special:

Hmm.. Could say lost them a few times. However, I usually try hard to get them back.

10. Been depressed:

Yea. Long long time ago? =O

11. Been drunk and threw up:

NAH! I'm too strong to throw up~

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Purple

13. Blue

14. Black and White (PANDA!)

THIS YEAR, HAVE YOU: (2012)

15. Made a new friend:

Tonnes of em! It's what I do man~

16. Fallen out of love: 

Hmm? Don't get it.

17. Laughed until you cried:

I guess never. I always laugh out loud and that's kinda my limit. 

18. Met someone who changed you: 

Yeap. Back in 2007 I guess. But not this year =O

19. Found out who your true friends were:

Tsk. I always have em. They're always in my heart =] 

20. Found out someone was talking about you: 

Guess so. My seniors are talking about how kiddy I look like and how I look like a cookie monster =\

21. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend's list:

My lips are virgins.

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real  life:

>90% I guess =O

23. How many scars you have collected: 

This year, only stretch marks after coming back from Australia =(

24. Do you have any pets? 

Fish. But I never play with them.

25. Do you want to change your name? 

Nah~ Ain't creative enough. Sides, my name has a good identity (Y)

26. What did you do for your last birthday?

The normal stuffs. Never celebrated outside before.

27. What is the most horrible thing that happened when in urgent time:

Went blur. Like the time my family got robbed. I was blur and didn't know what was happening. If only I was more alert, I would've attacked em =\

28. What were you doing at midnight last night?

Doing some Maths T and Chem homework. Not to mention I mapled =P

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:

Nothing. I'm enjoying every single second.

30. Last time you saw your Mother: 

She's beside me LOL!

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?:

My freedom I guess.

32. What are you listening to right now?: 

Carly Rae Jepsen - Call Me Maybe =x

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?

Kar Jun I guess. My cousin's bf is also Tom. He's gigantic!

34. Who is getting on your nerves now? 

Nobody at the moment. I'm just to cool to hate anyone I guess.

35. Most visited webpage: 

Facebook, Twitter, Blogger.

36. What's your real name?

Kong Wey Luek

37. Nicknames? 

LUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUEK! strangegame(nearly every game), PASSIONATEx3(audition)

38. Relationship Status: 

SINGLE~ *forever alone*

39. Zodiac sign:

Aquarius~

40. Male or female?
Is this a question? Seriously?

41. Elementary School? Primary School?

SRJK (C) Jalan Davidson

42. Secondary School? 

Methodist Boys Secondary School Kuala Lumpur.

43. High school/college? 

The same as the above.

44. Hair color? 

Rebecca BLAAAAAAAAAAAACK!

45. Tall or short: 

I'm a shortie =(

46. Height: 

Claims to be 165cm. Wishes to be at least 175cm which is impossible.

47. Do you have a crush on someone? 

Don't I always have em? Just never trusted my heart.

48. What do you like about yourself?

Nothing. Just the heart that "WANTS TO HELP" I guess.

49. Piercings:

No way~

50: Tattoos:

Nah-uh~ 

FIRST:

51. First Kiss:

FOREVER ALONE *learning from Kah Lim =P* 

52. First surgery:

Nope.

53. First piercing: 

Nope.

54. First best friend:

Guess I don't remember these sad things. My best friends never lasted. So yea. Don't even have one now. 

55. First sport you joined: 

Basketball.

56. First vacation:

In Taiwan! =D 

57. First pair of trainers?

I don't think I remember these stuffs. 

RIGHT NOW:

58. Eating: 

Air? 

59. Drinking: 

Own saliva (Y)

60. I'm about to: 

Download maple's new patch.

61. Listening to: 

Simple Plan-Untitled. BUT YouTube's having some pathetic advertisement about Olympics ._.

62. Waiting for: 

DEATH!

63. I'm feeling: 

Boring?

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids?: 

Sure IF I ever get married.

65. Get married? or not? 

Who knows?

66. Career: 

No idea. I just love helping people.

YOUR DREAM GUY/GIRL:

67. Lips or eyes: 

Both?

68. Hugs or kisses:

Both? 

69. Shorter or taller: 

Shorter than me. But hopefully she's tall too. Hmm... complicated xP

70. Older or Younger: 

Preferably younger x) but anything's alright.

71. Romantic or spontaneous: 

Anything? =O

72. Nice stomach or nice arms:

What the heaven one does with stomach? @_@ 

73. Sensitive or loud: 

Anything?

74. Hook-up or relationship?

Relationship? ._. 

THESE THINGS REALLY CINCAI LA~ I'm a simple kinda guy =P

HAVE YOU:

75. Kissed a stranger:

Nah~ 

76. Drank hard Liquor:

Yeap~ In Aussie~ Till I blackout ._. 

77. Lost glasses/contacts: 

Not for glasses but yes for contacts. It was on Family Day -.- SORRY DIONG! =(

78. Sex on first date: 

Kinda impossible for Asians? I don't blame them for questioning the Albino Negro.

79. Broken someone's heart: 

I don't think so. Hopefully not? @_@

80. Been arrested: 

NAH! I'm a goodie two shoe =\

81. Turned someone down:
Yeap.

82. Cried when someone died:

Yea. Farewell Wai Hoong =( 

83. Fallen for a friend: 
If she's not a friend, how do u even know her? LOL

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: 

SURE! 

85. Love at first sight:

Of course! 

86. Heaven:

Yeap!

87. Santa Claus:

A lil =P 

88. Kiss on the first date?

Why does this need believing? @_@ 

89. Angels: 

Yea.

90. God:

Most of em. 

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

91. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time?: 

RL definately NO.

92. Did you sing today: 

As usual. LOL.

93. Did something illegal?

Erm. Like in school I guess. RAWR~ 

94. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? 

NEVER! I don't need it LOL!

95. The moment you would choose to relive? 

I guess I don't need it.

96. Are you afraid of falling in love? 

Nah. Fallen too many times. Got used to it. Just have to control myself.

97. When was the last time you lied? 

Today I guess.

98. Are you usually late, early or right on time?: 

Early myself. Late cause of dad. Right on time cause of laziness.

99. Would you give your life to save someone else's?: 

Definately. I promised my friends I would do so =]

100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 Truths? 

Maybe a lil... NOT! My life's boring.

After posting the 100 truths, I recalled Matthew's Racist joke.
We didn't mean to be racist but it was a good one.
It goes like this:
There was this mirror which would make part of you disappear when you lie about what you think about yourself. Which part is going to disappear it going to depend on how serious you had lie.
First, this CHINESE walked to the mirror and said " I THINK I'm rich."
Suddenly, he lost his hand.
Then, this INDIAN walked to the mirror and said " I THINK I'm muscular."
Suddenly, he lost his feet.
Lastly, this MALAY walked to the mirror. The moment he said " I THINK..." *POOF* He just disappeared (Y)

Well, that's all folks =D

Responsibilities

It's the 4th Month now since school re-opened for us, the form 6 students.

Everything's just starting to be back as usual, CCA(co-curriculum activities) such as academic and sports clubs are starting.
The funniest thing is that most of the clubs have their AGM(Annual General Meeting) on their 1st or 2nd meeting. Meaning they are choosing presidents and other executive members for the clubs without knowing them.
It doesn't matter. But what matters the most is that I'm being my old self. The old self that is super active in cca. Being busy with cca was all I ever do in my previous years. All I ever had was, going school, tuition and CCA!
every single week. there's Boys' Brigade and definately IUs during the middle of the year.
Attending every crazy event they ever had.
Was also in the volleyball club but I kinda sucked at it so yea~ I didn't get to represent the school for volleyball ._.

But still! I recieve quite some memorable stuffs! =P

The badges top and below are from Boys' Brigade.

The name tags in the middle are my Interact Name Tags.(Pathetic that I made 3) =\

The right side's my librarian badge and name tag.

Left side's my Form 6 name tag, Assistant Monitor tag and my Boys' Brigade name tag.

Guess it's all kinda rubbish though =\

I mean who really remembers these stuffs other than me.

However, BACK TO THE MAIN POINT!

I feel that I'm going to be SO involved with cca again and this time, I might abandon my friends for it. Form 6 is tough work. trying to understand, trying to do homework. Everything seems so hard. AND if everything continues this way, I bet I'll forget my friends. I feel like I'm sailing away from home.

Problem is that I know it and somehow I feel I can't do anything about it while I can.

I feel so weird about it because CCA is part of me yet I just can't seem to cope with both CCA and my friends. In CCA, somehow I feel so responsible, able to do this work and that work. But I guess that wasn't how life is supposed to be.

To think OUTSIDE the box

I must realise. The responsibilities of a student, a teenager, an eighteen year old half-grown adult.
We mustn't forget what's most important to our life. Everybody has their own way of life, their reason to live, their goal or their treasure.

To me, I have already decided my paths since I was 12. It wasn't a path I've chosen for my career. It was about my reason for my life. The reason why do I still breath and loiter in this "blue marble" - Earth.

My friend once told me that "Life is a very special journey. However, it's just a once in a lifetime journey." Therefore, before you try everything, try thinking about what side effects does it bring to you. Thanks CL.

Back to the point, I had always chosen that the people that I treasure the most comes first. To me, my friends comes first. Reason's simple, my friends tend to be closer to me than my family. Hmm.. simple enough? =P