Alone?

Recently, I've been see-ing a lot of my friends saying they're some lonely person this and that and craps.
Seriously, are you sure you're lonely? Is it just because you haven't been getting much attention from some particular person maybe? =P

C'mon~ Seriously, if you're just feeling lonely cause nobody looks for you, I think you're kinda having the wrong idea. I mean. I've been changing myself so frequently to understand people's situation and I guess I kinda understand a lot. Trust me, sometimes a book cannot be judged by it's cover =\

I mean I've been this popular guy where I can really meet friends ANYTIME ANYWHERE~
But honestly, am I really... not lonely? I mean, I do say hi and bye and talk to them here and there. It's all because I barely see em. To be honest, my friends that are close to me now, we don't text, we don't call, we don't even do anything together except for school. It's just the fact that PEOPLE. Whenever you see em everyday, it's just different from see-ing them once in a while. The fact remains that people prefer things when you feed em slowly and bit by bit. To be honest, when I joined form 6, I thought it would be a heaven to me cause all of the students that came, I knew at least 80% of the WHOLE form 6. And yes. 80% of em.
But why? Why do I suddenly feel that I'm just like a nobody? It's just simple. We used to talk alot, crap alot, take pictures together and all but we dont' do it anymore just because we AIN'T that close and we're just really.... doing these stuffs cause we just barely see each other?

In form 6, I also felt that life is really becoming lonely. Not just because that these friends that came are like that. But I'm also losing the touch of meeting people, losing the touch of my friendliness to say hi to anyone and just shake their hand and know them. I'm just... changing. Getting old. But do I feel lonely? Definitely I do but I always kept something in my mind. I've always told myself ONE single thing. No matter where I go, I might not be the closest to them or anything. But I know if I'm in trouble, they'll be there to help me for sure. And when you really need help, I guess most of em would just be surprisingly super supportive to you at times. Idk bout you guys but I'm always a guy to look for when people break up. HAHAHAHAHA! I feel pathetic about this but yes. People break up, they usually just talk to me and I'll be like cheering them up and all. The funniest thing would be EVERYONE would say the guys are bad and when I say I'm nothing like that. Most of em would just say "Cause you're not a guy!" Darn -_-

But honestly, is not being lonely is by being surrounded by friends everyday? I don't think so. It's the fact that you know there's someone to rely on whenever you need help, I never really had a group on my own. I just tend to tag along to anyone that would accept me. And I run around, that's how I actually got to know so many of em and so many groups. But it's good to really know that there's so many people willing to help me here and there and honestly, at least I know, I am NOT alone =]
Cause when life gets tough, they'll be there to support me, physically or mentally or emotionally. Any way that they would support, I would appreciate it.